Writing turns me from one person into shards of multiple people bound by nothing but a single skin.
‘Find your voice’, they says, ‘write like you,’ they says, but when you’re several different voices depending on what you’re writing and how seriously you want to be taken, or whether you’re feeling flippant today, or simply just pouring the junk out, feeling like one person is hard enough, let alone one voice.
Fiction is even worse. It requires you to get into the head of a character enough so that when someone reads a voice on the page, they can’t see me moving their mouths or my face behind their mask. After a while you begin to lose track of where you stop and they begin and vice versa.
At least, that’s how it is for me, anyway; it’s probably not a sign of something worrisome.
And sarcasm never comes across properly.